- I am not as frequently loud as I was before.
- A semblance of an emotional being is now visible
- I seem now to feel need for people to be around me (sociability)
I said yes to all the three and thanked her. If these are the first few steps, there are miles to go until I am perceived like any other normal human being. I am on the way.
When asked on the reason for change, I shared something very simple. I told her that I somehow started believing that its ok to share what I feel and let some of the normal emotions become visible to others. I have always been interested in people around me, especially colleagues who work with me, its just that I did not want them to know. Now I feel it is ok to let them know.
I am not very sure whether this is going to be easy. There is less to lose and much to gain. Happy change days ahead.