Late into troubled nights
I have often caught myself flaunting
A flicker of a smile, unaware.
It must be you thinking about me
After your two shots of Vodka
Or is it Rum
That you have these days?
I have looked at myself
From the edges of reason
And discovered
That both my sanity and insanity
Springs forth like seasons
Out of my distances from you. Realizing thus
I have allowed the outer rims
Of my diffused sanity
To fritter away into crumbs
Of misplaced memories
From my time with you. I have often found myself being unreasonable
When I am away from you.
And generally insane
When otherwise.
From the edges of reason
And discovered
That both my sanity and insanity
Springs forth like seasons
Out of my distances from you. Realizing thus
I have allowed the outer rims
Of my diffused sanity
To fritter away into crumbs
Of misplaced memories
From my time with you. I have often found myself being unreasonable
When I am away from you.
And generally insane
When otherwise.
Alcohol induced thoughts...many ways to go with those...smiles and heartaches, both!
ReplyDeleteAlcohol brings out our inner thoughts in ways sometimes we cannot deal with... good and bad memories that take hold of us stronger because of the alcohol...
ReplyDeleteHmm ... too much alcohol can be trouble.
ReplyDeletegood text. and launna is absolutely right.
ReplyDeletethank you btw for your lovely comment on my blog ... and for your warm words.
they are highly appreciated <3
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dahi
Those images one creates, when away from someone ... lovely and painful at the same time ... beautiful write ... :)
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