I know what it is
I have lived through this before.
It starts with a simple ping
A rather unnoticed query
Reaching out to the heart admin.
As I fight to forget you
You quickly upgrade yourself
From a PUP to a malware
And then to a virus that destroys
Any semblance of control
That I thought I had on my thoughts.
What shall I do with you
When every time I run away from you
You crash my OS with your thoughts.
Come hack me forever my dear
And turn me into a zombie
Forever playing programs
That entertains you.