Until such time, I live with no regrets. If life were a trade, and me a trading partner, let it be recorded that my partner has not discounted me. In this world I inherited, I stand in profit.
Here is a short history of my times.
Very early into my adulthood, sometime before I was 6, I got all the right diseases. The list is countless, some I remember are Jaundice, Typhoid, and Chicken Pox. Probably the vaccines infected me, one never knows. Now that I had defeated all these enemies, I went to all the right schools in Patna.
I studied in Notre Dame, Nav Deepti, Loyola and St.Michaels before the inhabitants of Patna discovered that I was 19 and armed and dangerous. They, with the help of my parents who wanted their breed to survive, promptly packed me to Kerala, the land where they have Coconut Oil instead of morning tea!
In Kerala I found myself seated at the wrong end of an extremely long table. On the other end was a Padre with the poise of an an US President. Reverend Dr.Joseph Madathiparambil who asked me a very interesting question, why do you want to pursue English for graduation and not Science? My answer was the most bogus he would have ever heard from an applicant! "Father, I want to explore the soul of this language!." The right answer would have been something like... Father, if I were to ever graduate, I would graduate with English and fail probably in every other discipline! Be it recorded that I avoided all books and lessons from the curriculum like locusts and plague. All my nightmares are of Academics. I am sure that those 24 or so years of torture that I went through has helped cleanse all my sins! May those who sin be subjected to Academics. Amen!
With my first job I realized what risk means and investing on people mean. My employer, a 350 year old firm with Colonial hangovers, had appointed me as a custodian to couple of thousand acres of land, its products and its people. At that young age, (24), my decisions could change destinies. I bow to that great spirit of entrepreneurship and trust.
My Second Job was with First Source for six months after which, I joined my present one, TMI, in the year 2005 December. At TMI I had great insights into two passionate, well-meaning individuals working out
tirelessly to create an organization greater than themselves. Every time they fail, I have seen them get up and press ahead again. I still wonder what magic makes emergent organizations greater than its promoters. With TMI I have seen the huge challenges that one face when as an organization, or an Individual, one is yet to come up with a stated engagement philosophy with life and its people. I am a part of this quest. In the milieu of ever shifting points of view, I try to retain mine.
People often ask me whether I have a burning ambition that drives me or an aim that guides me. The answer is no. There is no one aim or ambition that when achieved, would give me my absolution. I love life, I love living life and I work towards keeping it simple and uncluttered. I love everything I have done, I like to live life through its simple everyday offerings.
I agree, I am a little different. However, we all are. In my case, its visible. I guess I like it that way.
Sometime in 2006